Frustrating Tears

Okay so I know its been...well a long time...haha I have been a little busy. But I will make up for my long absence.

Over the summer I was struggling a lot with who I am, how people see me, and how I want people to see me. Which is one of the reasons why I haven't posted anything for awhile.

I am still confused. I really don't understand who God wants me to be. It has really been frustrating me, but it also caused me to dig deeper into His word. Every night I would come to God asking him "why?" Why am I doing this? Why do I feel this way? Why am I going here?

The cool thing about this is that I was frustrated and confused but my relationship with the Lord was growing and becoming everything I desired for it to be and more. I may have been lonely and hurt, but in those moments when I was crying out to Him he always brought joy after the tears.

" Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength." Nehiemiah 8:10